Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Worry chain

What a great idea... as things are beginning to wind down (babe is dropping, kitchen cabinets are hung, hips are beginning to ache) and I'm looking ahead to labor and welcoming this new little one, the worries are beginning to pile up. I think I might copy her idea.

Each morning when I wake up my heart skips until I feel movement from the babe, that little bit of reassurance that all is well. For that moment. Then I can breathe. Later on, the movements mark that all is okay. For that morning. Getting ready for sleep I wait for the baby-dance to tell me our babe is safe. For that day.

I guess this is something all mamas with losses work through.

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